I hate hating love

Have you ever liked someone so much that it made your heart literally hurt?
Have you ever just looked at that person and wondered what it would be like for them to feel the same way about you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and thought back to when those arms were wrapped around you and when those eyes were staring into yours?
Have you ever wished you could rip those feelings out of your body, because you'd rather not feel love at all, then feel the longing and hurt that comes with it?
I have...
I do...