damned bloody useless
If I were to die, would anyone care? I mean, I know they would be sad, but would it be just because they lost a friend and someone who was in their lives, or would it be because I was gone...ME specifically...?
I know my parents and my family would, but what about my friends?
If I were to leave, would anyone really care that I had left?
I know that I have friends: Dylan, Bree, Suz, Heather...they are some of the best friends I have at Fox, and I know they care about me, but is it because I am a friend, or is it me MYSELF that they care about?
...I don't even know if I'm making any sense, and right now, I don't really care whether or not I am...
I need to go home and be around people that I know care about me for me and not just because I'm a nice person that they know.
...I just need to go home...
I know my parents and my family would, but what about my friends?
If I were to leave, would anyone really care that I had left?
I know that I have friends: Dylan, Bree, Suz, Heather...they are some of the best friends I have at Fox, and I know they care about me, but is it because I am a friend, or is it me MYSELF that they care about?
...I don't even know if I'm making any sense, and right now, I don't really care whether or not I am...
I need to go home and be around people that I know care about me for me and not just because I'm a nice person that they know.
...I just need to go home...
posted by Temair at 12:35 AM
3 Comments:
I hear ya Tara. It's as if all this is a facade and nobody has bothered to lift the curtain or look behind the mask that we all put on when we got here. Does anyone really know anyone at all? I would miss you because you're so horrifically anal I need somebody to shove liberalism down their throat...I mean...I like you. But I totally hear ya.
Tara.. the question I ask when I feel like you is, "If the world left, would I give a shit?" The answer is usually no. F*** it, I say. Stick a burning stick into its filthy heart as it lies writhing on the ground.
You are a wonderful girl, Tara, and while what we have might soon only be memories, I will still enjoy them. Keep the faith, at least on my behalf, because I have none.
You make a good impression atleast in writing. I would think that anyone who meets you in person and becomes your friend would find your love of god and strong beliefs refreshing and miss that about you if you left their life
Jeremy
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