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I'm sitting here in my room and feeling something that I've never really felt before...Incomplete. I look at my life and what I've "accomplished", and it seems completely insufficient. It's like I've settled into a rut and have told myself and others that I'm happy so many times, I've come close to actually believing it. And now I know that I don't. Now I know that this life that I'm living, although "promising for my future", just isn't working for me. I need to go away. FAR away. This is going to sound random and out of the blue and completely frivolous, but it's in my head and it's not going away, no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm being stupid and irresponsible...I want Europe. I want somewhere I've never been. I want England and I want Ireland and I want France and I want not here! As of tonight, I'm looking for a way out...I'm looking for a different direction, cause this one isn't working. I don't know how, but I know what and why. Maybe that won't be enough, but it's gonna have to do for right now.
posted by Temair at 1:59 PM
2 Comments:
then go and do! When I was in school I had to take time off I worked for a sound co and a music store. I did some road trips and tried to make sence of my life. I dont know that I ever found what I was really looking for on the trips or my time away from school but at least I tried to. you know how to find me if you need to talk but I believe you can make the right choices for you!
love and prayers
jeremy
Hooray for feeling the same way! We should build an escape route/fire ladder/scaffold to freedom together. Then while we're at it we might as well become architects because hey, we're good at what we do.
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