please God...please...

So today kinda really sux. I just found out that I might not be coming back to school after Christmas break cause I might not be able to get the money together in time...I can't leave...I CAN'T! I've prayed and prayed and I guess now it's just waiting and seeing what God does. Everything is out of my hands. If He wants me here, He'll work it out. I just don't like things being so up in the air (in MY perspective anyway; He already knows what's going to happen and what's best for me in the long run). I trust Him to do what's best, I just hope that He decides that it's best for me to stay here. It really seems like He wants me here...I can only hope and pray that I'm right. But I need to remember that I need to trust HIM! He is God after all...He kinda knows a little more about the situation then I do...