oh the power of the sung note!
What's your primary soul-toucher? Some people are touched by art, some by dance and some by simple things like a smile or laughter. My emotional recharge outlet is defiantely music. Singing is how I get out aggression, express sadness or show my deepest joys. It is also how I am most effected by people. I know how much of yourself it takes to sing in front of people, so I am most touched when a person is willing to put themselves out there and sing for whatever reason or another.
Not only that but (and I am admitting this to you people so be nice) a guy's voice is often one of the biggest attraction features for me. A good solid baritone, bass or (the best) tenor makes my knees go weak (literally...I'm serious! It's happened before!).
I heard something tonight that reinforced alot of feelings for someone and it's both annoying and exciting. It's annoying because I know that he's way too good for me and no matter how amazing, sincere and (most importantly) Godly of a man he is, I will never matter to him the way he matters to me. It's exciting however because it kinda blew the wind on a flame and made it grow bigger (you know; that jittery feeling you get when you realize that you actually know someone THAT incredible)...which actually kinda brings it full circle back to annoying. See, I hate wanting things that I can't have. I sincerely HATE it. So, when I remember "Oh yeah! He's pretty much the most amazing person I've ever had the priveledge to meet and call myself friends with!", it kinda simultaneously brings me down cause nothing will ever come of it.
Oh well...I guess it's up to God to toss the flame-dowsing water from Heaven until the right person comes along.
Not only that but (and I am admitting this to you people so be nice) a guy's voice is often one of the biggest attraction features for me. A good solid baritone, bass or (the best) tenor makes my knees go weak (literally...I'm serious! It's happened before!).
I heard something tonight that reinforced alot of feelings for someone and it's both annoying and exciting. It's annoying because I know that he's way too good for me and no matter how amazing, sincere and (most importantly) Godly of a man he is, I will never matter to him the way he matters to me. It's exciting however because it kinda blew the wind on a flame and made it grow bigger (you know; that jittery feeling you get when you realize that you actually know someone THAT incredible)...which actually kinda brings it full circle back to annoying. See, I hate wanting things that I can't have. I sincerely HATE it. So, when I remember "Oh yeah! He's pretty much the most amazing person I've ever had the priveledge to meet and call myself friends with!", it kinda simultaneously brings me down cause nothing will ever come of it.
Oh well...I guess it's up to God to toss the flame-dowsing water from Heaven until the right person comes along.
posted by Temair at 10:06 PM
1 Comments:
I only have one thing to say, and that is no one is too good for you, Tara. You are a great friend, and you have a good heart. Don't despair.. think happy thoughts. You might even fly.
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