if you don't know me by now...

So, tonight was supposed to be fun, right? I mean, sure i was sitting through a semi-lame movie that i didn't really want to see, but i was with my high school best friend that i hadn't seen since last June! It was great! Riiiiiiight...Let's just say that the ride home turned into "Let's see if we can name all the reasons that Tara is too abrassive to get a boyfriend." Yeah. That's right. Apparently, I'm bitter, angry and repressive about both...I care about the things around me too much and need to give them a rest. I "just need to settle down" (according to him).
I mean, I know that i can be alittle too outspoken about things, but do i just rub people the wrong way? Or, to quote Nahum (that's his name), I'm a "killjoy" and i "don't enjoy things unless the people around (me) are equally as unsatisfied as (i) am"...I guess either i'm kidding myself into thinking that i'm a better person than i really am, or he's just dumb. However, considering that he has always been honest and completely upfront with me, i have a hard time believing the latter.