brand spanking new

Right now I'm hurt and angry and sad and sick of crying and tired and my head hurts because I'm crying and tired and I need to go home and be away from the people that make me like this, however unintentional it may be.
Once again I'm reminded of my need for a new life and new experiences and new people, and once again it sucks that I can't afford it. 2 more years and then I'm done with Fox and I can run away to another country. April 2008 isn't that far away, right?