my very own "next big thing"

The future is a scary thing...I'm realizing that more now as I get closer and closer to the big event (i.e. college graduation). Only one more school year left, and then no more school. Ever. As much as it sucks some times, school is something that has been with you your entire life, so there is an element of stability and routine about it. Not anymore. I would love to get my MA in acting, but who knows if I'll ever be able to afford it (both financially and time-wise). My scholastic career is winding down, and it's daunting.
As scary as it may be, however, it is much less so than previously, because now I have something bigger and better to look forward to; a new phase of my life waits just over the horizon, and I am so excited to start the next phase of my life (and not alone, thank you very much :0) My existance no longer revolves around me alone, but also the other half of myself that I had been missing for 20 years. Now that he's here, however, I have something solid to look to; something sure and true that I can anticipate. It kinda makes all of this graduation stuff seem unimportant. I mean, why worry about my future, when he's standing right next to me?