breathless

Jordan and I are getting married.
It's not going to be for several years (his senior year of school, at the soonest), but it's going to happen.
We laid on my bed for close to 4 hours today, talking about our wedding, honeymoon, kids(!), Christmas traditions...EVERYTHING! It was the best day of my life. He is my greatest blessing, and my biggest fear in this life is that I will lose him somehow. I'm pretty damn positive that it won't be by his own doing, but you never know what else is out there...I don't know how I would survive without him.
ANYway, I am WAY beyond excited for the rest of my life with Jordan. AH!!! *sigh* I never thought that this would happen...I've lived with the idea that guys just don't like me like that. And now I've got an incredibly good-looking man who wants to be by my side forever :0) :0) :0)
Someone up there must love me alot.