sunkin down

So, my heart feels really sad right now for some reason...
I'm not really sure what it is that's making me feel this way, but I have the overwhelming desire to just sit and hug someone for a really long time until it goes away...
I still don't know for sure what's going on with spring break, so I think that may be part of it (after all, I can't really just run on home like everyone else if nothing else works out). I was supposed to go home with my roomate, but I think she forgot and I feel kinda dumb reminding her...I dunno...maybe I'll just sleep under a bridge somewhere...


...I just feel really isolated and cut-off from everyone all of a sudden...even Dylan...and that NEVER happens...
like I can't relate to anyone right now and everybody has friends who love them except for me (which I know in my head isn't true, but my heart feels like it is).

...Maybe I'll go to bed...or talk to Maves...yeah. That's what I'll do...