I can't think of a clever title for this post
I'm just going to be really honest with you folks...
I'm not ready to leave. I'm just not. I don't want to go home. I want to live here with all my friends and not have school and just be able to hang out with eachother and not split up this summer. I'm scared about not seeing people for a long time and about relationships fading. Then there's the fact that I just don't want to be away from some people for that long. I mean, 4 months is a long time to be seperated from someone that you love, especially when you don't know whether or not it is only going to be 4 months.
But at the same time, I'm excited for this summer and all the new people that I'm going to meet and all the new things that are going to happen.
I've never felt this conflicted about anything before.
I'm not ready to leave. I'm just not. I don't want to go home. I want to live here with all my friends and not have school and just be able to hang out with eachother and not split up this summer. I'm scared about not seeing people for a long time and about relationships fading. Then there's the fact that I just don't want to be away from some people for that long. I mean, 4 months is a long time to be seperated from someone that you love, especially when you don't know whether or not it is only going to be 4 months.
But at the same time, I'm excited for this summer and all the new people that I'm going to meet and all the new things that are going to happen.
I've never felt this conflicted about anything before.


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the papers are done the classes are done the terrible bon food is done and i with it the homework is done but the people are done the lobby is done we are done...
but are the friendships done?
You and I will go through the whole "not coming back" thing together. Here's to us. We kick ass.
Sigh. As lonely as life might get...
I can't help but to look forward to where it is going.
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