Lily

The cast list for the Secret Garden: The Musical went up this morning, and for the first time EVER, I got the part I wanted. It's a romantic lead and I am beyond ecstatic. It's kinda to that place where I can't really verbally express how happy I am. I kinda squealed for a few seconds and ran in place a bit and then just walked away smiling. At the same time, I feel really, really guilty about being noticably happy, cause one of my very VERY close friends (who is a musical theatre junkie and has got cast in every musical she's ever tried out for), didn't get cast at all. This makes me feel really guilty for being excited, cause I know that it makes her feel worse. I don't like being in this position, and it kinda throws a damper on the whole thing. And yet, I am beyond excited. Dah!