No...?

I cried for no reason the other day.
It's been a while...

It's funny how exhaustion manifests itself in different people. For me, the first thing to go is my ability to hold up under pressure...That and my ability to form coherent sentences...ANYway, only 2 more weeks and then I go who knows how long before I see JB again. I just really realized that a few days ago, and it broke me. The weeks of 3-4 hours of sleep, of irritable bosses and teachers and friends, of doing the same damn blocking over and over and over again. AGH!!!!!
...I miss my human punching bag...Where's Dylan when you need him?

People are leaving, and that's not OK. Bethy and Nic and Justin because they are done with their collegiate careers, Kyle because Fox isn't nearly big enough to contain his heart and spirit...People need to stop going away. Things need to stop changing in the areas that I want to stay the same. I need to stop wasting time and finish some homework. Fuck it all. I'm going to Ireland in a few weeks, and then I'm going to spend my summer drinking alcohol, having a sleep-over every night at Joz's house, and then crying myself to sleep because Jordan is 5 hours away. Mixed feelings of anticipation and dread? I think so.