*approved*
One week if we're lucky. That's probably all we'll get this summer before school starts...It's better than nothing though, right?
This is ridiculous! I've never been this attached to a human being in my life, and it scares me. I always thought that people who were this into someone were weak and couldn't stand on their own. Now I realize that it has nothing to do with standing on your own; it's standing on one leg for your whole life and waiting for the other half of you so that you can stand on two. Sometimes it hits me how incredibley blessed I am to have found my other leg so young. I know people who are twice my age and have never found that fulfillment with another person. I suppose though that you wouldn't really know what you were missing if you never had it. That's why I think that the whole "it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" saying is total, 100% bullshit. I can't imagine surviving without J. But maybe that's just me :0)
In other news, the date has been set! August 2, 2008 has been booked at the Abernethy Center in Oregon City at 11AM for Jordan and I. I can't even tell you how many little happy dances I did! At the same time, I was shaking when I was on the phone with the wedding coordinator; this is IT! I mean, IT it! It's not just a pseudo-pleasant idea floating around in Jordan and mine's heads anymore...This thing is happening :0) And yet we're not even engaged yet. Trust me, if it were up to us we would have been engaged long ago, and would be going the traditional route on the whole deal. Unfortunately for us, life has placed us in a unique situation; While Jordan is working his ass off 18 hours a day, 7 days a week up in Washington, I'm down here making pocket change compared to him and trying to find us a reasonable place that still has dates availible for next summer (which is REALLY HARD, surprisingly enough). In other words, we had to jump on it as soon as we made sure the date was good with his parents, which it is! So there ya go.
Holy shit...I'm getting married in 379 days! Aaaaaaaah!
:0)
This is ridiculous! I've never been this attached to a human being in my life, and it scares me. I always thought that people who were this into someone were weak and couldn't stand on their own. Now I realize that it has nothing to do with standing on your own; it's standing on one leg for your whole life and waiting for the other half of you so that you can stand on two. Sometimes it hits me how incredibley blessed I am to have found my other leg so young. I know people who are twice my age and have never found that fulfillment with another person. I suppose though that you wouldn't really know what you were missing if you never had it. That's why I think that the whole "it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" saying is total, 100% bullshit. I can't imagine surviving without J. But maybe that's just me :0)
In other news, the date has been set! August 2, 2008 has been booked at the Abernethy Center in Oregon City at 11AM for Jordan and I. I can't even tell you how many little happy dances I did! At the same time, I was shaking when I was on the phone with the wedding coordinator; this is IT! I mean, IT it! It's not just a pseudo-pleasant idea floating around in Jordan and mine's heads anymore...This thing is happening :0) And yet we're not even engaged yet. Trust me, if it were up to us we would have been engaged long ago, and would be going the traditional route on the whole deal. Unfortunately for us, life has placed us in a unique situation; While Jordan is working his ass off 18 hours a day, 7 days a week up in Washington, I'm down here making pocket change compared to him and trying to find us a reasonable place that still has dates availible for next summer (which is REALLY HARD, surprisingly enough). In other words, we had to jump on it as soon as we made sure the date was good with his parents, which it is! So there ya go.
Holy shit...I'm getting married in 379 days! Aaaaaaaah!
:0)
posted by Temair at 11:27 PM
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