arg

So, I'm here at my dads and all I want to do is go back to school. I've been here less than 3 days and the kids are already driving me crazy, my step-mom is so flippin annoying...the only thing cool is my baby brother Cody. HE is loud, speastic, or emotionally unstable like the rest of this family. I'm leaving Sunday night...I can't wait to get home and see Dylan. I miss him SO MUCH! He came looking for me before he left Wednesday afternoon. Luckily, I got back into the building just before he left so I got to see him before he took off. Laura was standing right there when he told me bye...i think that's probably why he gave me such a crappy hug.
I miss all the girls on my floor! I just can't wait to get home again...gotta go eat lunch now!

I hate hating love

Have you ever liked someone so much that it made your heart literally hurt?
Have you ever just looked at that person and wondered what it would be like for them to feel the same way about you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and thought back to when those arms were wrapped around you and when those eyes were staring into yours?
Have you ever wished you could rip those feelings out of your body, because you'd rather not feel love at all, then feel the longing and hurt that comes with it?
I have...
I do...