Men. Oi.

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,

Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did.

It has not healed with time,

It just shot down my spine :

You look so beautiful tonight.

Remind me how you laid us down

And gently smiled before you destroyed my life.

Would you find it in your heart

To make this go away

And let me rest in pieces?

Would you find it in your heart

To make this go away

And let me rest in pieces?

Would you find it in your heart

To make this go away

And let me rest in pieces?

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again.

You got much closer than I thought you did.

I'm in your reach,

You held me in your hands.

But could you find it in your heart

To make this go away

And let me rest in pieces?

Would you find it in your heart

To make it go away

And let me rest in pieces?

(by Saliva)

about face

Things have been moving pretty quickly the past week or so, in every aspect of my life.
The show is done. The set is struck and another year of GFU Theatre is complete. All there is left is the theatre awards banquet and then that's it! Goodness...Macbeth moved so fast that my head is still spinning. 7 performances in one week...We ran a Broadway schedule in addition to being students and going to classes and whatnot...Our director says that we should be proud of ourselves for doing well. I say we should be proud of ourselves for living through it.

I'm applying in several different departments to work on campus this summer, cause I don't think I could spend another 4 months at home. If I did go home, I would be able to get my license/CAR (!), but as of right now, there is more of an incentive to stay in Newberg...Which brings me to next piece of news...

My Claddagh ring might be facing the other direction pretty soon, and I'm kinda stoked.
(If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's probably just as well cause I don't want a bunch of people knowing before it's official) Let's just say that Macbeth introduced me to some very amazing people...and by people I mean guys...and by guys I mean one guy in particular.
I just realized how rambly I sound, but that's alright. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around it, so just know that exciting things are happening and God is good. Woot!

That damned spot still hasn't come out.

Wow. So, it just might have been a really long time since I last wrote on here.

Life=theatre, as it always has and (Lord willing) always will. Macbeth is going well, and we only have two more performances left before we're done. Then only a few more weeks and school is out for the summer.
I still don't know what I'm doing this summer; part of me wants to go home, get my liscense/a car, work, be with my mom while I can, etc..., but part of me wants to stay here and work on campus (an increasingly smaller part I must admit). That will of course mean no car, which means being stuck on campus all the time. And it will also mean no family. It's cheaper for my mom however, and if you know me you know that money is a huge issue for my family. Right now I'm just praying my face off that God will make it obvious as to what He wants (*ahem* hint hint).
Dylan and Laura came to see the show last night, and seeing her was a nice surprise. She then left and Dylan and I went to Shari's with Kyle, Erin and Caleb, which was lots o' fun. I watched Dylan and Kyle play Aeroball with Bebe 1 and Penn 1 for a while, which was also lots o' fun. I will admit however, that the best part of the evening was saying "bye" to Dylan at his car, which invariably turned into a 1 1/2 hour long conversation that we swore we weren't going to have because we always end up getting into long talks when we say good-bye to eachother. I was very glad he came though.
I noticed that I was less sad than usual when he left. I'm not sure whether that was a good thing or not...

Well, the gym calls, so I must off to bed that I might arise in the morning and work out before our 2 PM mattinee. Oh man I'm tired.